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1. |
I'm Ready
05:40
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Went to see my doctor and he’s looking at my file
“Your vaccines have expired, friend,” he tells me with a smirk
He asks me, “How long’s it been?” I say, “I guess it’s been a while,”
Then he tells me he’ll be right back—“why don’t you go remove your shirt?”
Well I don’t pretend to know how long I waited in that room
Telling myself not to fret, pretending to be brave
By the time he made his way back I had made peace with my doom
Forgot all about the needle and was ready for a shave
(he says, “you ready?”)
I’m ready now, I’m all set
As I ever was, as I’ll ever get
I’m ready now as I’ll ever hope to ever be again
Good or bad or just okay
I’m ready for it either way
So come on—hurry up—alright already—give it to me, then!
Rose was in her senior year when I started at her school
Her boyfriend, Joe, was captain of two athletic teams
She was nothing like me, she was popular and cool—
the most beautiful woman my young eyes had ever seen
Joe was always cheating, Rose would hear it from his friends
So she’d recruit some freshman to do damage to his pride
And once it was my fortune to be selected for revenge
She said, “You ready for your only chance?” and I eagerly replied:
chorus
I took my darling out to eat the evening before last
To celebrate our five year dating anniversary
I was wondering how her day went and was just about to ask
When she said, “If you’re going to propose, you’d better get down on one knee,”
Well I had no intention of asking for her hand
And told her so, at which point she excused herself to cry—
While she was gone the waitress slipped me her old wedding-band
Said, “I don’t need this anymore, why don’t you give it a try?”
(when she came back, she said, “you ready?”)
Chorus
The night before our wedding my fiancé and I
Got into a fight so bad we thought the plug was pulled
She left the rehearsal without so much as goodbye
I thought it just as well—my feet were getting plenty cold
That night I didn’t sleep at all but I knew I’d been a jerk
I called her up next morning but the number wouldn’t dial
I went to see her parents, they told me, “Try the church,”
I found her waiting for me at the far end of the aisle
Chorus
Well I came into some money so I thought of buying up a home
Scoured the whole city, found one place I could afford
I put the offer in soon as the bank approved my loan
But the owner’d already promised it to some millionaire landlord
When I knew that I had lost it I felt sort of relieved
I remembered I’m a rambler, never lived anywhere too long
Then my realtor called me up he said he had news I’d not believe
turned out the seller had a conscience and he’d sell it for a song—
chorus
Well I went to see an old friend on the night before he died
He’d been diagnosed with cancer and wasn’t looking at all well
He’d just turned ninety-seven was paralyzed all down one side
Said “I wish someone would have the courage to help me get out of this hell…
He said “I was born in 1918 and I roamed this whole world round
I was married to my true love, we raised a family best we could—
Some are grown and some are growing, some are gone the way I’m bound
But all things considered, I think my run’s been pretty good—”
Chorus
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2. |
Good Evening, Reverend
08:34
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Good evening, Reverend—I see you’ve kept your promise, then
You said you’d visit me—right up until the very end
I hope you haven’t come to try once more to save my soul
At dawn’s awakening, I’ll be swinging from the gallowspole
Don’t ask me how I am, if you were me, how would you feel?
Born on the bottom rung to be blotted out by fortune’s wheel
I’s never counted-on, or expected to amount to much
If I’m recalled at all, it’ll be as a no good such-and-such
I never met the girl—her name, I’m told, was Jennifer
Blessed with gorgeous looks, and fine, upstanding character
About her qualities, I’ve heard countless people testify
They called her “innocent”, and say “the innocent don’t deserve to die!”
She told her parents, she and her friends were going out that night
She told those friends of hers, she was going to meet a boy she liked
She told the boy she liked, there was some pressing thing that needed done
They all expected her; she didn’t show for none of em
They found her ravaged corpse discarded in a park nearby
Police found me there, too, drunk, without an alibi
She had been drunk as well, and this, they said, was evidence
The truth, however, is, it only was coincidence
I couldn’t pay the bail; a lawyer, they appointed me
He couldn’t pronounce my name, but in his defense, he worked for free
They offered me a deal, said “Confess, and you’ll serve seventy”
But I refused to lie; they gave me the death penalty
I read your bible through; in here, Lord knows, I’ve had the time
I paid attention, close, to the passages that you underlined
I recognized myself when they imprisoned Joseph wrongfully
And in Job’s lonesome wail, I found I’s in good company
The thing I didn’t get is where it says that Jesus died for me,
if that’s the case, then, I’d like the guard to set me free
I know he won’t, though, tho he can quote the scripture, too
he says, “When God made his plans—tell me, sinner, where were you?”
And you know what the worst part is? The climax of this tragedy—
That poor girl that was killed—her murderer’s still walking free
Perhaps he’ll kill again—I’ve prayed for him to, more than once
So that my death, if not my life, would be counted with the innocents
I know I have to die, it’s something everyone must do
There ain’t a man alive who isn’t only passing through
The only difference, though, is that my appointment’s registered
On the warden’s calendar, 8:00a.m., October 3rd
Don’t feel you have to talk, I can see you’d like to comfort me
To practice what you’ve learned in your school of the divinities
If all the plans are laid, then what’s the sense in groveling?
If you’d like to help me now, you can do the following:
Tell my doctor there’s no need to send more medicine
Tell my debtors that I already have forgiven them
Tell my disciples my death is no martyrdom
Tell my country I wish I could have been its citizen
Remind the Christians that Jesus was an only son
Ask the judges to consider where their power’s from
Tell my story often, and when you do, please say “unless something’s done
That this man’s tragic fate could be the same for you or anyone”
Tell your followers if they want to win they’ll have to fight
Tell the lawyers—calling it their job won’t make it right
Tell your escort when you leave to please turn off the light—
Good evening, reverend—I hope you will sleep well tonight
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3. |
G'Night Y'All
05:14
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Well the whistle is blowin in the factry, says the time for quittin’s almost come
Everybody all at once they say exactly just what they will do when they are done
Some say that they are goin drinkin, some say that they will join them for a few
Some just stand around like they are thinking, till someone asks them, “How bout you?”
I say, goodnight you workers and you dreamers
And those of you less tired than you thought
We’ll all get back to working in the morning
But tonight I’m gonna sleep like it’s my job
Well I walked down to the corner of the b-line, just like I always do to catch the bus
Some women asked me if I’d like to have a good time, said, cause if you do, just come with us
I told them I was grateful for the invite, told them any other night I normally would
But as the bus had caught us in its headlight, I apologized and hoped they understood
I said, Goodnight all you well-wishing ladies
And to all the good-times you might’ve brought
We’ll all get back to lovin in the morning
But tonight I’m gonna sleep like it’s my job
Well I rode the bus to where I normally go, half way there I must’ve fell asleep
When I woke up I was in the depot, and I couldn’t find my wallet or my keys
I figured that somebody’d gone and robbed me and I ran into the street to find a cop
I found and asked him if he could help me, he said, “Actually, to be honest, probably not,”
So I said, Goodnight you coppers and you robbers
And you bandits who’ve stolen all you’ve got
We’ll get back to our disputing in the morning
But tonight I’m gonna sleep like it’s my job
Well I took to my heels and I started walking, as home was still a good few miles away
But I ran into a friend and we got to talkin, pulled me into the saloon and said he’d pay
Inside they had a jukebox goin, and every face was one I seemed to know
The whiskey like a river it was flowing, till at 4am the tender said twas time to go
So I said, goodnight you drunkards and you boozehounds
Goodnight steve and phil and chuck and bob
We’ll get back to drinkin in the morning
But tonight I’m gonna sleep like it’s my job
Well I made it home just as the dawn was breaking, I felt like I had never been so beat
Every muscle in my body, it was achin, I could barely even stand to keep my feet
I climbed into my bedroom through my window, took off my shoes and pants and socks and shirt
I eased my body down into my pillow, fell asleep right just in time to go to work
So I said, Goodnight peaceful easy livin
Goodnight goodnight’s rest I never got
Tell those friends of mine, oh, if you see em
Tell em that I told you—thanks a lot!
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4. |
The Trial
08:01
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The heavy rain it falls in sheets
On empty cobbled lamplit streets
Through which a desperate man retreats
Hoping to receive the thing he’s paid for
Beneath the tower clock he waits
Upon his deeds he ruminates
He means to flee but hesitates
Trying to remember what he came for
With bloody hands he holds the rain
But whether his or someone else’s pain
He feels now passing slowly from his heart into his brain
There is no guessin
A shape from out the shadow shows
That looks to be like one of those
He’s seen before and thinks he knows
If only for the wryness of the smile
It asks him: has the thing been done
He throws the shadow back its gun
With all the bullets there but one
That was used to kill the meantime for a while
The darkness as he begins to go
Says: but what about the pay I owe?
Don’t you want to hear me say what by now you must already know?
Or are we even?
You run from justice and you run from strife
You’re tired of your ransomed life
Like Abraham you lift your knife
Obeying the commands that are provided
You’d like to be somebody else
You’d like to do things for yourself
For consolation you can keep your health
And hope the grieving soon will have subsided
You believe in everything you’re told
I’ve done so much worse for less than gold
But tell me for what price have you gone away and sold
What I gave unto ya?
The portraits of the patriarchs
Went overboard to feed the sharks
You can hear the dog who cries and barks
Calling for the master who’s abused him
The soldiers sleep in tents in yards
While the wounded nurse removes the shards
Of razorblade behind her heart
That got there who knows how or for what reason
You’ve travelled on the beaten path
As men before and men since have
And you say some day we’ll both look back on this and laugh
To keep from cryin
The swallower of swords has said
What doesn’t kill you will leave you dead
Worship your heart and you’ll lose your head
This is the only law you can get by on
I ain’t the devil and I sure ain’t God
But right now I’m all you’ve got
So you can quit me or take your best shot
Either way you can’t go back to where you came from
You lent to me your traitor’s kiss
Yes, and they’ll make you a man for this
Tell me when I’m gone do you suppose you’ll miss
Your old companion?
The dice are rolled, the lot’s been cast
You’ll take the present with the past
The future’s not what comes at last
The future’s what precedes the end of knowing
The detectives organized the clues
The fingerprints and the bloody shoes
All the stupid words we used
Trying not to get where we were going
I know you knew it all along
In the name of God, what took so long?
For you to out and say that you’ve been wrong
From the beginning?
A story may have many sides
An individual several lives
But all were killed and one survives
And I alone am he that’s left to tell it
So gentlemen and ladies, here
Of the jury, court, and everywhere
Bring your witness now to bear
Wherever the prosecution seeks to rest it
And the next time that they come for you
Be sure to tell them what to do
You thought you laid it out and saw it through
But you were mistaken
The fires in the hearths are low
The winter never means to snow
The wind it never tries to blow
But these things all must have their explanations
Inside the darkened mouths of thieves
Are rotten teeth and mustard seeds
Tongues that keep the truth diseased
And knowledge well contained by reservations
And know before they aim and shoot
You never loved me, you just followed suit
Your eyes were only ever set upon the loot
Of which there is none
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5. |
The Boomerang Song
05:45
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Once upon a long-lost time
I knew a girl so fair and fine
We met at a circus where I’d gone to see a show
She was swinging from a big trapeze
Dangling from her bended knee
From so high up it seemed that down was the only place to go
Suddenly a cymbal rang
She pulled out a wooden boomerang
Threw it hard and watched it circle all around the place
She caught it in her teeth and smiled
The audience was a goin wild
In my heart a feelin came I had to give it chase
Well after I had seen her act
I couldn’t help a goin back
I watched her every evening for two whole solid weeks
The ticketman he learned my name
When he saw me, he’d say “You, again?”
Til finally he offered me the chance with her to speak
My opportunity came at last
My heart it was a goin fast
It was after her finale as he was countin up his stubs
He took me to her trailer car
Knocked and said, “Well, there y’are,”
She answered in her bathrobe and she asked me who I was
(alternate)
I met her in an open field
Her name as yet, was unrevealed
But her eyes, they spoke in volumes and her manners, they were kind
She told me of her heritage
While I explained how rare it is
For any lonesome person a sympathetic soul to find
Suddenly it began to rain
She pulled out a wooden boomerang
Threw it hard and watched it sailing whooshing through the air
The lightning struck at it and missed
She caught it, said, “Now make a wish”
I said I wished where she was going that I might follow there
Chorus:
and in a sort of funny way
you might just go ahead and say
that I’m a little like that old boomerang you threw
I make like I’m a gonna go
And then I do, and fore you know
Before I’ve gotten anywhere, I’m just a comin back to you
Her hair was long her eyes were dark
Had a face just like a questionmark
For a time seemed like she only wanted to be rid of me
But I behaved a gentleman,
Fore too long we was like old friends
Who havn’t got agendas or any special place to be
We talked until the sun did rise
Morning took us by surprise
Her manager came by said it was time for getting on
She said I guess this means goodbye
She hung her head and began to cry
I told her if she’d let me, I’d be glad to come along
I followed her from pennsylvane
From Portland, Oregon to Portland maine
Through the plains of Kansas to the scrapers of New York
a couple times I took the lead
we quarreled, fought, and disagreed
and every path we picked just brought us to another fork
so finally we parted ways
somewhere round the frisco bays
she went towards seattle and I to Tennessee
half way there I lost my horse
caught a driver headed west and north
who said, “This time tomorrow, Seattle’s where I’ll be,”
chorus
The next night I was in her town
Askin for her all around
Found a captain who had seen her hangin round the railroad track
I found her huddled round a blaze
Tellin stories of the hell we’d raised
Somebody asked about her partner and if he was comin back?
At this point I was well disguised
Had my hat pulled low down oer my eyes
She said, “if I never see his face again, it’ll be too soon”
She was smiling when she said it tho
I could see it in the fire-glow
And when she was through insulting me, she took me to her room
Next morning, at the break of dawn
I awoke and found her gone
The note upon the doorknob said “please shut me when you leave”
Half-naked, I came down the stairs
An old lady screamed and said, “Who’s there?”
When I said “It’s only me,” she said, “I’m calling the police,”
Well I busted right on out the back
Never thought twice about looking back
The thought to hang around awhile did not to me occur
I ran down to the rail depot
I hopped a train that was movin slow
And was trying to catch my breath when I caught a glimpse of her
chorus
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“Someone’s stolen my property!” the store owner did declare
Policeman turned the corner, found me standin there
CHORUS: It don’t matter what you heard, don’t matter what you saw
In the next world you’ll get justice; in this world you get the law
I said I didn’t do it, I said it wasn’t me
He put me into his handcuffs and threw away the key
Took me down to county, held me there all night
Wanted my confession, I said, “I know my rights!”
Chorus
They brought me in a lawyer, must’ve come straight from the bar,
He said, “You don’t have to use me, but if you don’t, you won’t get far,”
he said, “Why don’t you give up? It’s your only move!
the truth is not important if it’s nothin you can prove”
chorus
we went before the judge and he said I’d been accused
of murder in the first degree, I said, “I think you’re confused!”
the judge he asked the lawyer, “How does the defendant plead?”
“Your honor,” he said “Guilty—of murder in the first degree!”
Chorus
They gave me twenty years to life with no chance of parole
Judge said, “May the Lord God have mercy on your soul”
They took me away from my family, took me away from my home
Threw me into the lockdown and left me all alone
chorus
my wife she tried to stand by me, she protested and made waves
she had to quit the fight tho, she had two kids to raise
so I wrote a million letters, and my appeal date finally came
I tried a different strategy, but the outcome was the same
Chorus
the officer who arrested me will be Commissioner any day
my old lawyer’s on the ballot to take the seat of the D.A.
the judge, he ran for office, history turned the page
now he’s livin in a big old mansion with a girlfriend his daughter’s age
chorus
our justice system’s overwrought; it’s just stopped making sense
what good’s the law to anyone if can’t protect innocence?
If I had to describe it in a word or two or less
I’d say the American Incarceral State’s downright Kafkaesque
chorus
Pilate said to Jesus, “If you’re his son, let God save you,”
Jesus said, “Forgive them, father, they don’t know what they do.”
The preacher here in prison he says “the truth will set you free—”
But to hell with his truth, it hasn’t done a thing for me
It don’t matter where it comes, it don’t matter how
The Law’s done nothing for me, I’m after justice now!
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7. |
The Solitaire
05:06
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The fire marshall, on vacation / called his boys for information
But they weren’t at the station / They were nowhere to be found
And the papers didn’t mention / the gasoline the place was drenched in
between the garage and the engine / burning slowly to the ground
And here I am again to say Here I am, which way’s the way
Here I am—just yesterday I was thinking bout tomorrow
Here I am—nearly spent Just wondering where it all went
Here I am—a child, and reticent to grow into my sorrow
The prophesy was written / Abraham bore many children
then he went ahead and killed them / At the instruction of the Lord
and so Isaac wrote to Ishmael / who thought the letter was just junkmail
Live by the pen to die, still / at the destruction of the sword
Here I am, still getting by here I am, and afraid to die
Here I am—to make another try at this impossibility
Here I am—barely awake Hopin I won’t make the same mistake
Here I am, reluctant to ever take responsibility
the criminal outfoxes the mandatory little boxes
as he gives a brief synopsis of his life up until now
Telling who and when and wherefore, and other things he’s been prepared for
implicating others, therefore, without ever saying how
here I am, on the run here I am, under the gun
here I am—t’bring what I’ve begun to some kind of final end
here I am, alone at last at least enough to think to ask
here I am—but will the past still know me as a friend?
Now I’m sitting at the keyboard / trying to guess at my own password
The keystroke of the four-chord / sounding nothing like your name
While the bells in the cathedral / so archaic and medieval
Announce at evening that the weasel’s / brought the monkey to the game
And here I am, still hanging on here I am, a little overdrawn
Here I am—waitin for the dawn to be the answer that I prayed for
And here I am—not getting through not knowing what the hell to do
Here I am—like superglue stuck without the thing I stayed for
And there’s nothing left to wonder / to take or steal or plunder
You’ve succumbed, and now you’re under / neath the sorceress’s spell
meanwhile somewhere music’s playing / and some listener’s obeying
A recorded voice that’s saying: “please return now to your cell”
And here I am, still on the ground here I am, to give another round
Here I am—tho try, by leap or bound I just can’t seem to make liftoff
And here I am—the solitaire the debilitated debonair
Here I am—it’s not been fun or fair and in fact, it’s been ripoff
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8. |
Talkin NRA
05:44
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Went in to work first thing this morning
First thing that happens, with no kind of warning
My boss comes up lookin kind of fraught
says he wants to see me today in his office at three o’clock
Am I fired?
I wondered
Well I figure it’s curtains for me, I guess
So I took the liberty of cleanin out my desk
At 3pm I’m outside his door
With a few other folks who work on my floor
We give a knock
The door opens…
Inside there’s this crowd of people huddlin
In front of em’s our boss, he’s explaining something
He says, “…now I don’t want to hear no more of your complaining
We’re going to sit through this active shooter training—
And you’re gonna like it!
Might even learn something—!
He introduces the keynote speaker
This fella dressed in Kevlar from helmet to sneaker
He’s a retired cop and an ex-marine
Says he’s here to tell us about some of what he’s seen
In the line of duty
The field of battle
He says, “I was in Colorado in ‘99
When the call came through from Columbine;
few years later they had me take a look
at what went wrong at Virginia Tech, Sandy Hook
that church in Charleston
and the Orlando Night-club…”
He says, “Nowadays you can’t be too prepared
A mass shooting can happen most anywhere:
In churches, synagogues, concert halls,
Schools, playgrounds, dance-clubs, malls
They’re happening wherever there’s people gathering, really
The more the scarier
He says “I wish I could give you a rule of thumb
But the truth is, an active shooter can look like anyone
They can be young, middle-aged, elderly
They can look like you or you or—even me!
Then he grins real big
Pulls out his pistol
He says, “I ain’t your boss, but if it were up to me
You can bet it’d be mandatory
Everybody in here would own a gun
And would be well trained in how to go about using one
Says he’s got one in every room of his house
Keeps a loaded one under his pillow
He said, “In schools now they’re given guns to teachers
In churches they’re giving guns to preachers
If it were up to me and I could get my say
Every red-blooded one of you’d join the NRA
And he pulls out his membership card
And an armload of pamphlets
About here he pauses and says, “Are there any questions?
Comments? Insights? Thoughts? Suggestions?”
There’s something I couldn’t quite understand
So I waited a minute, put up my hand
He says, “You there! Scrawny guy!
Shoot!”
I said “I’m sorry if I find this a bit confusin
but if guns are the problem, then shouldn’t the solution—”
He cuts me off like he’s all offended
Starts reciting the second amendment
Says: who ever said guns was the problem?
Guns don’t kill people—crazy people do!
I asked if he could define his terms a little
The nation’s full of crazy people
I’m no scholar but to me it seems
it’d be harder to kill people if they didn’t have the means
He said now you’re talkin crazy
In America you’re free to buy a gun
Go outside and shoot someone
If you’re wealthy, white and affluent
You can claim you did it in self-defense
You’ll get away with murder,
if you’re a officer—
You don’t have to take em all away
but to make a few more of em illegal might be okay
I mean, does anyone need an automatic weapon
for target practice, deer and rabbit huntin?
Shootin pop bottles off a picket fence?
And maybe we’d not need so much gun protection
If the manufacturers didn’t make it so easy to get em
And maybe there’d be effective legislative solutions
If politicians’d quit taking NRA campaign contributions
Hell, I don’t know
It’s just a thought…
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9. |
Just Another Day
06:16
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A borrowed suit emerging from a rented limousine
At an empty filling station, a mile from the red car-pet—
The tank now overflowing, covers him in gasoline
He takes a step back to ignite himself one final cigarette
And while they pray and pray—even as the angels sing
Their eyes they stray, when their miracle appears—
Someplace else maybe you’d think to call it interesting
But o, you know it’s just another day round here
The girlfriend of the governor finally made it to his place
When he got there, she was laughing with his wife who had made tea
As a curious expression made its way onto his face
She calmly said, “It’s a funny thing your wife here was telling me,”
chorus
At the meeting of the generals they’ve begun gambling with souls
Disputing lines they’ve scribbled on a map that’s poorly drawn
The leaders of large countries endorsing things they won’t divulge
Til someone blows the whistle and turns the war back on
chorus
Running rampant in the castle’s vacant halls
The ghost of Hamlet dancing with a goblet of champagne
Candlepin bowling with the madame’s crystal ball
Shouting slander from the parapet, prophesying rain
Chorus
Flotsam floating in the mind’s discrete mirage
Reveals a keepsake stolen from a bookcase that was a door
Later it will turn up in some framed-criminal’s garage
Who will turn it over, saying, “I’ve never seen that thing before—”
chorus
Inside the Zone there are still many places you can’t go
“There’s too much radiation” read the signs in foreign words
You could build a mighty fortress with all the things you’ll never know
If you hadn’t written off impossibles as being for the birds
chorus
the city hides an alley where a man holds out a cup
he rings a bell on Christmas Eve, dressed as Santa Claus
he’s dying and he knows it but he can’t seem to give up
the thought that someone will take pity and give unto his cause
chorus
the hero from his armchair gazes at the frozen scene
a painting he was given for his bravery in the war
in the quiet of the lamplight he still hears the dead marines
while his wife in the nursery shouts, “I can’t take this anymore—”
chorus
stamping passports at the entrance of the gate
an official’s asking everyone the purpose of their trip:
a man who’s fleeing circumstance, leaving home because of hate
is told: I’m sorry, sir, your answer doesn’t seem to fit
chorus
Jesus on the cross cried out “Why has thou Forsaken me?
Did I not accomplish everything that you desired?”
God said nothing but someone shouted pityingly,
“hey man don’t you realize you’ve just been preaching to the choir?”
Chorus
The asylum after midnight is an escalating plot:
A wheelchair has gone missing and a patient can’t be found
Someone’s dumped the medication in the nurse’s coffee pot
Any minute now the fire-alarm is probably going to sound
Chorus
the tax-man’s come to gather up the store-owner’s receipts
but he’s out collecting mercy from the parson, for his soul
while the barber’s window takes a brick thrown in by the police
the farmer’s out to pasture, being gored by his own bull
chorus
America the beautiful for all your amber waves of grain
for instituting freedom with a rifle and a cage
For perfect mountain majesties above the fruited plain
For corruption, waste, hypocrisy, insanity and rage
chorus
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It’s 9am at USPS office #315
On Broad St, Philadelphia PA
I’m half-dead where I’m standing but I’m trine to look alive
I tell myself, “You never know, today might be the day—”
They burst in all disheveled with their hopes out on a limb
Every one of them surviving on a prayer
They can all tell you the story about their big ship coming in
But you’ve already seen the harbor, and you know it isn’t there—
Lord knows, I hate to be the bearer of bad news
But I’m afraid you’re out of luck again, today—
I guess I’d hate me too if I were in your shoes—
All the same, I don’t know what else there is to say…
Mr. Pomerantz on food-stamps he got robbed again last night
While sleeping in the threshold of a shop
He was thrown out of the shelter for starting up a fight
Though in his mind he was only trying to make the violence stop;
He’s waiting on a new card coming from the CAO
When it gets here it will mean that he can eat;
Til then he’ll be on exit ramps panhandling for dough
Shakin his empty coffee-can at strangers on the street
Lord knows I hate to be the bearer of bad news
To knock the wind from right out of a sail—
I wish I could tell him something that he might could use:
That your waiting aint for nothin—
it’s all been for something—
A better worlds a comin—it’s already in the mail
Jane Finnegan is in again, still going on about
How her folks are sending money from the farm
They think she’s still in college, don’t know yet that she dropped out
And took up a nasty habit that’s puttin holes into her arm
She’s been in and out of detox, says she’s trying to get clean
She can’t say it without drawing up a tear
she says, “Soon as I get that money, I’ll buy a ticket for the train—
to anywhere, I don’t care, long as it’s far away from here—”
Lord knows I hate to be the bearer of bad news
But it’s just a part of what the job entails
I wish I could tell her something that could cure her blues…
That some day she won’t be bummin
she’ll be all through with runnin
there’s a better world a comin—it’s already in the mail
John Dixon’s out of prison, he walked here, ten miles, all the way
He looks tired and he says his feet are sore
The guards released him sometime early morning yesterday
But his clothes, wallet and money all got sent out the day before—
He’s in need of food, employment, and most of all, some place to stay
His PO thinks he’s got somewhere to be
Three months ago he got word his grandmother passed away
She was his only living family, his only chance at staying free—
Lord knows I hate to be the bearer of bad news
To see a man caught tween a graveyard and a jail
I wish I could relieve him of what he’s been accused
That he could come home to somethin
Better than a DA summons
We got a better world a comin—it’s already in the mail
Doug Hurley came home early from his tour in Afghanastan
Where he went he said, to “be all he could be”
One night he found a landmine planted by the Taliban
That blew off his foot and ankle and his leg up to the knee
He’s got a letter from the VA, says they couldn’t save his house
Tho they appealed his case to eleven different banks
He tears it up and says, “It figures how these kinds of things play out
You fight to defend your only country, and this is how they show their thanks—”
Lord knows I hate to be the bearer of bad news
To lack the remedy for all that ails—
I wish that I could tell him that he’s paid his dues—
That his debts have been forgiven
And he hasn’t yet been done in—
There’s a better world a comin—
If I had the answers for you, I’d be screaming them out loud
I’d fight to share em with you, tooth and nail
As it is I’m just the messenger with no news to lend right now—
But I can tell you somethin—
The machinery is buzzin—
a better world’s a comin—it’s already in the mail
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Sam Steffen Boise, Idaho
Sam Steffen is a Pennsylvania-bred, Boise-based singer-songwriter whose songs are the torch-wood for a new generation of folk music that has learned from the best stuff in the tradition and aims in spite of everything to keep the human spirit alive and kicking. A versatile musician and skilled finger-picker, Sam is at heart a story-teller, and a prolific one. ... more
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