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Unravelled Tales - Volume 1

by Sam Steffen

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1.
He arrived in town on this morning’s train Nevermind his business, nevermind his name Came seekin shelter from a pourin rain And to quench a thirst he’d probably had too long He stepped into a cheap hotel Dipped the feather quill in the old ink well Signed his name as William tell The owner asked, “Will you be staying long?” Just passin through, just passin through Didn’t come for no appointment, nor no rendezvous Passin through, I’m just passin through To stay for just a night, or maybe two—either way I’m only passin thru He had no luggage of which to speak Just a long dark scar runnin down his cheek Eyes that would’ve made a strong woman week That seemed to know the truth and seek it out Hotel owner’s daughter, miss Eleanor Caught sight of th stranger comin in the door Saw that he lodged in room number four And then she went and asked her father who he was He’s just passin through, just passin through I’d leave him be, and so should you He’s passin through, just passin through He didn’t come to fall in love with you—leave him be, he’s only passin thru But her father’s warning she did not heed She stole into his room in her stocking feet Knocked and entered and turned the key And by morningtime, she still had not emerged “O, Mr. Tell, won’t you tell me please Is it your intention now to marry me? Or do you still mean to up and leave? Like you told my father that you would?” I’m just passin through, just passing through Didn’t come to settle, just to see the view Passin through, I’m just passin through Would’ve told you but I really thought you knew—darlin, I was only passin thru Says Ms. Eleanor—“Well in that case, Never again may I show my face I will tell my father I have been disgraced, And he will probably try to shoot you down,” And before ms. Eleanor’s speech was done, In comes her father with a big shotgun Says to Mr. Tell, “Won’t you tell me son, Just what it is you think that you are doin?” I’m just passin through, just passin through Now that I’ve stayed I best be getting to Passin through, just passin through Didn’t come to quarrel with the likes of you—you know I was only passin thru “Well not so fast,” the hotel owner said “Either you’ll marry sweet ellie here, or else you’ll be dead!” And he aimed that gun at poor william’s head Said, “Tell me, tell, what’s it gonna be?” To William’s defense, Eleanor leapt to The father panicked, shot poor willy through and as the daughter cried, “what did you do?” William tell, he spoke these final words: Passin through, just passin through Life sure ain’t long and there ain’t much to do The pains are many and the pleasure’s few I’ll die now, but someday so will you—all of us, we’re only passin through Passin through, just passin through With time enough to say hello, adieu Passin through, just passin through Just like every single breath you drew—All of us—we’re only passin through
2.
Yesterday the well dried up and the drought has just begun We never prayed for more than just a little more than none Fella from the bank dropped by with a mortgage and a deed Said I could either sign them or he’d sign them both for me Said he knew my troubles, knew my work, my pain, my need Couldn’t tell if he was talking out of duty or just greed Ma and pa were farmers and they died relatively young Thank god they didn’t live to see what their children would become Cassius makes his livin givin hungry folks the heave Gets the D.A. to arrest the ones he cannot get to leave Now he carries round his rifle drinking whiskey from a sleeve And he’s still as poor as they are, and well, as for me I’m just gonna wait here on this land I used to own Til the houses fall to ruin and the pastures have regrown Til the countryside is silenced as the gears of progress moan Til over my dead body the winds of change have blown til I’m nothing but a worn out washed up stack of farmer’s bones I’m just gonna wait here til my cows come home Guess I’m just too sad to laugh, and still too proud to cry Too old to learn, too poor to move, too young to die Ma always said I always was as stubborn as the mule Just like my paw who had the reputation for the fool Who always said you won’t find education in a school Nor kindness in a good deed, nor the just life in the rule All the weeds have gone to seed, and the barns in disrepair Nothing left to sell at market and no livestock for the fair Sold the silo and the greenhouse, the tractor and the plow Sold the chickens and the henhouse, the horses and the cows Sold it all believing we would get it back somehow And the newsreporter wants to know just what will we do now? Chorus They say history repeats itself, there’s a time for everything A time to reap to sew to live to die to mourn to sing They’ll tell you to be quiet as though your breathin were a waste They’ll tell you to look here now, as though the music could be faced They’ll tell you that it’s over, as though your dreams could be erased Make sure your dreams are big enough you don’t lose them in the chase Mattie says she’s got a family waiting way out in the west And not too much to carry she can hitch a ride I guess Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a flour-sack They been gone three weeks now, and probably won’t come back Last I saw of john-boy he was headed for the tracks With nothing but a canteen and the clothes upon his back Maybe someday I will follow, if I can ever get the knack Til then Chorus
3.
The Bargain 06:01
One day, long ago at the oaks of Mamre God upon Abraham called To splain the haviors of his fellow man and tell him why man is worth saving: “Hey man, Abraham, where have you been? Through all creation I been searchin for ya To tell you I’m gwin in one day’s time to destroy Sodom and Gamorrah” Abe said, “Hey there God, you sure got me thinking a lot and I think I got a proposition for ya Say there’s sixty-two men in those cities of sin With no idea of the bad shape they’re in And no one to tell them how it’s all gonna end And no chance to change if there’s no change to send If I should show you sixty-two righteous men Then would you save us in Sodom and Gamorrah?” Well God put his finger up to his chin, he said, “Abe, you ain’t trine to bargain are ya? I am The Lord, almighty and vain, and I made thee and I can destroy ya,” Abe said, “Not so hot, now you got me on the spot, and if you’ll let me I’ve got an answer for ya An injustice it seems that for a percentage share You would presume to know every single person there From the language in his teeth to the color of his hair From his midnight grin to his twilight stare Say, if this is how you judge then what do you even care Who lives or dies in Sodom and Gamorrah?” God said, “Alright, I am not gonna fight—go, you gotcher self till tumarrya To find sixty-two men of the righteousest of ken, to spare you in Sodom and Gamorrah.” Well, then Abraham thought, “Well, sixty-two sure seems a lot For forty would the bargain still stand for ya?” God willingly agreed he said, “If forty’s all you need, Then it’s forty, and I’ll see you tumarrya.” As God turned to go, Abe shouted from below, “Wait a minute, you’re not finished talkin are ya? If forty’s understood then wouldn’t twenty be just as good And would twenty satisfy any better than twelve would? And would you take even a dozen of the best men if you could? And even if you could, you should ask whether you should When what makes a righteous man is but barely understood On penalty of contract, autographed in blood Imposed upon a people you once washed out with a flood Is it really any wonder we don’t behave as we should But go ahead and tell me, and please, be honest if you would, cause I got pity for Sodom and Gamorrah.” God said, “Abe, I’m amazed in this game you wanna play, Is it really all that important for ya? Very well, let’s be plain, find me even one good name, And I’ll spare your precious Sodom and Gamorrah.” Well the evening came and went, soon Abe’s time was nearly spent To Mamre went Abraham on the morrow And God laughed when he saw the lonesome tired Abraham And he said, “Poor Abe, you’re not really surprised now, are ya?” Abe said, “You earn your love through fear I earn mine through love Tho you may be omniscient, omnipresent and all that, You don’t know what it’s like to live down here.”
4.
Scatterbrain 07:02
I’ve been trying to remember the way this story starts That increases in confusion, goes off the rails in parts, That catalogues the romance of an idiot savant Who never can quite manage to decide what it is he wants… And goes on to lend the details of secret that was kept So well that all the pieces fail to meaningfully connect… Who placed her on a pedestal which he named his Stumblingblock And was the only souvenir he had when he became the laughingstock… There’s a sign-post lost in ivy at the old fork in the road One arrow points to nowhere, the other towards the motherload But the traveler’s in a snowdrift, and he hasn’t yet found out That the footprints he’s been following are his own, without a doubt And the carriage-driver’s mumbling, he’s been known for nodding off I heard he killed a man once who accused him of being lost but the circle’s ever-widening, every revolution grows the time it takes for one to realize what everyone already knows… And still I feel the strange sensation that I’ve had this dream before because I’m not participating, I’m just the one who’s keeping score the cups were filled with coffee by the waitress with the pin who poisons her own lipstick and leaves it showing on the brim The hallway chatterboxes are all waiting to descend Upon a service elevator that cannot rise as high as them The fire on the mountain has gotten kind out of hand There’s no method to distinguish between the innocent and damned— The clock’s a double-crosser—else how’d the hour get so late? And what happened to the lobster that was just resting on my plate? I didn’t mean to interrupt you—we were somewhere in the meal Either I was asking you, or you were wondering how I feel— The bartender looks impatient for the commercials to resume In the backyard a slumped hound-dog's being howled at by a moon beneath the porter’s window the station’s leaving from the train I guess I’m a little empty, kinda lost and scatterbrained… I’ve been to see the barber at the dark end of the cave You can tell when he’s been drinking by the closeness of his shave There’s a headstone in the parlor, it’s been leaning gainst the stairs I’m afraid I’ll turn it over and find my own name written there I climbed up on my ladder for to call on you again But the candle’s always burning in the room you’re never in Have you ever been so lonely that you shattered into song And felt you’d found a place at last where you could just belong?
5.
Well everybody’s got a thing to say about the girl there dancing across the way How her hair flows and her hips, they sway—all night long Where she comes from and who she is, how she got into a place like this, These are all things that these watchers wish they knew for sure Some say that she’s a queen from a country somewhere that no one’s seen Where everything that you hope and dream, it just comes true Where they go: Sha la la la la la la Sha la la la la la la Sha la la la la la la la la la la la la Some say that she’s a married girl who’s traveled half way around the world Searching for her precious pearl, a man she loves Some say that she’s a widowed wife, that she’s been dancing here all her life Mourning morning noon and night a man she loves Nobody seems to know her name, or speak her language or play her game But every evening, moon stars or rain, she dances here She wears what I wouldn’t quite call a smile, opens her eyes every once in a while She’s dangerous and versatile, she seems to say With her there its hard to concentrate, everything else feels second rate Mostly folks they just speculate as they stand in awe They wonder does she even know that she’s the reason for the crowded show That she’s the reason that the music’s slow and the hour’s late To have danced with her none can boast, won’t let nobody get too close Some people say that she’s just a ghost, that she ain’t there She don’t like licorice, only caramel; don’t like dresses but she wears them well You’ve never met her but she rings a bell inside of you She keeps her balance with an expert skill, looks like she’s dancing when she’s standin still You can’t tell if it’s love until she tries to go And every evening when the music’s done and the bar is closing for the morning sun There’s no one left, she’s the only one who’s dancing still She has this way where she leaves a room smelling strongly of her sweet perfume Humming softly a spanish tune as her footsteps fade And all the boys come and gather round and try to recognize the sound Declare the dance floor to be hallowed ground as she slips away Chorus
6.
The Gambler 06:50
a gambler’s a man / who knows that a plan’s / just a story that’s spun out of dreams it can act as a prop / to get you to stop / but temporary is all that it means sooner than not / you’ll get what you’ve bought / whether you lose or you win I’ve lost my share / but look, I’m still here / so, dealer, won’t you deal me again? I seen all kinds / from the ones who read minds / to them who can’t spot a tell from a bluff To the burn-outs, retired / hard-lucks, hardwired / who can’t say when they’ve had enough I’ve heard the advice / of them who say to think twice / what do they know about where I been? If you had these blues / I’ll wager you, too / ‘d be sayin: Dealer, deal me again I had me a girl / she was out of this world / she was a once-in-a-lifetime affair I asked her to stay / she told me o.k. / then she high-tailed it right out of there I heard through the mill / she’s been up to it still / making fools out of dangerous men Still causin a stir / Ain’t that good for her? / Dealer, won’t you deal me again? Some play for the thrill / for the hunt or the kill / for the chance to be something they’re not Some play cause they know / just how it will go / so long as they never get caught Me, I’m the sort / who lives for the sport / I play for sheer love of the game Don’t matter what / poker straight, draw or stud / Dealer, just deal me again When it was you / I did what I could do / to let you know I was your friend I held you aside / to defend you, I lied / and if I had to, I’d do it again But now it’s reversed / and I come to you first / you act like you don’t know who I am— If I’m still in the game / and the rules haven’t changed / well dealer, won’t you deal me again? You tried to live straight / as something you hate / and you know that it won’t ever fit It’s a gamble as soon / as you’re torn from the womb / til you finally cash in your chips To live is to bet / in a game against Death / and you know the house wins in the end But if it’s all gone to hell / spose I might as well… / Dealer, won’t you deal me again? I’m friends with the bar / doorman’s got a car / there’d be more than enough to go round a few guns, for show / and a place to lay low / where we could wait for the heat to die down maybe it’s how you feel / or it’s there in the deal / or it’s some kind of wheel you just spin you won’t know til it lands / or you’ve played out your hand / Dealer, won’t you deal me again?
7.
I went down to the poolhall / late on a Tuesday nothing but a dollar to my name I was only looking / to pass some hours While I waited for my leven o’clock train Well I took a seat at / an empty table It couldn’t have been no later than quarter past There were a few games going / not a whole lot happenin I wondered how long my dollar was gonna last Among the poolsharks / and grizzly fellas I saw two hustlers taking money left and right They were shooting doubles / telling stories Of how this must’ve been their lucky night Well I got distracted / by a well-known waitress Named Rita, wearing stockings and a fishnet blouse She said, “You thirsty?” / I said, “I got no money,” She said, “It won’t help you—this ones on the house.” Well she brought me something / it was all a bubblin I sniffed it, then I took a thirsty pull When I brought the cup down / everyone was starin Somebody whispered, “That man done lost his soul.” Well I started feeling / a little funny And then I blacked out and fell right to the floor When I came to / the place had cleared out Cept for one of those two hustlers from before He put his hand out / said “Pleased to know you,” I can see you’re new here, so allow me to explain: Said, “You’re dead now / but this ain’t heaven That there’s Rita—and Satan is my name.” He said, “I see your startled / that’s only natural good news is that I’m a gambling man if you play me / in a game of billiards I’ll let you have your soul back, if you win.” Well I accepted his conditions In my position, hell, what else could I do? He racked the balls up, rearranged em and then broke em while I eyed and chalked my cue Well the break was perfect / he made six balls in every pocket on the table took a hit Three were striped ones / and three were solid Satan said, “I guess I get my pick.” He chose solids / and eyed the two-ball Said, “Corner pocket,” and gave an awful grin It looked unlikely / downright impossible Sent the cue-ball round the table and Number 2 went in Then he said “Watch this,” / said, “You see that pair there?” He pointed at the 1 up against the 3 He hit the cue ball / smack in between em And each went in different holes, simultaneously Well I’s in trouble / and boy, I knew it But I held my piece and didn’t let nothing show He had a clean shot / on the number 7 And, of course, he made it, with just the 8 ball left to go When all of a sudden, he became curious Said, “I hate to win so easy with the stakes so high” He fired gently, grazed the eight-ball Said, “If you think you can win, let’s see you try!” Well just then something made me look at Rita she looked so lonesome, so lovely and so sad I said to Satan, “Before I shoot here, What do you say we revise the agreement that we had?” I said, “If I’m defeated, you get my spirit It’ll be all yours to do with what you feel— But if I win, you free Rita—” Satan laughed and said, “That’s all? You gotta deal.” I said, “For a hustler, you know you’re pretty cocky I’m surprised to know the devil even gives a damn— I didn’t want to / haveta hurt your feelings— but you must have no idea who I am” And saying that much / I took my first shot Hit the nine into the ten into the twelve Sunk em easy / and went on shooting Til I cleared that entire table by myself When it was over / I put my hand out Said, “I’ll be taking back our souls, now, I trust He said “That wasn’t our agreement—” I said “Actually, as a matter of fact, it was—” I explained that long time before this Rita’s and my soul were intertwined, “Techically speaking, I belong to her— I’m as much a part of hers as she is of mine.” Sometimes folks ask me how I met Rita How we ever came to be husband and wife I always tell em it’s a boring story: One time she tried to kill me, and saved my life.
8.
There was a time when what was yours was mine—and vice versa If I’m not on cue, I’d be more’n glad to reimburse ya I spose it’s a flaw to believe in the law of inertia That says what is will be—I say let’s wait and see: We been through our share of trial and error and judgment Enduring the eyes of society wives and their husbands We’ve paid all their dues and even a few of their “doesn’t”s it’s come down to this—still, somethings amiss I know it ain’t my place to tell you where and when you seem a little off-base But in this case I’d embrace my own share of the blame— For your own good, for your own health I wish you’d hold up a mirror and look at yourself When it’s so obvious to everyone else That you ain’t the same— That you’re different now, there’s something new, something I can’t name I can’t quite put my finger on it, I can’t quite explain you’ve changed The thieves in the yard check to see that the guard is still dozing the hostess distressed, accuses her guests of imposing The butterfly sleeps while its body keeps metamorphosing The caterpillar cocooned—I’m damned or I’m doomed reviewing a list of items you wished to be handed I saw at a glance that romance had been taken for granted I’d’ve pointed it out except doubt had me thoroughly stranded Nowhere to go—except on with the show I feel so at a loss Like a freewheeling boulder trying to gather its moss Just tell me what it will cost And what I stand to gain— And in the meantime, I’ll concede That in what I’ve undertaken I will never succeed nor surrender, nor give in, nor need long as you’re in the frame— I’m not going to mince words, I’ll stand by my claim There’s just something about you, doesn’t go with the grain— you’ve changed Down in the vault the cult meeting’s called into order A man with no voice makes a choice by flipping a quarter Someone disagrees and is made to eat cheese in the corner Reciting the laws—neath the sound of applause Prometheus spits even though he’s been gifted with forethought He lays down his check and places his bet on the longshot He thinks of his life, of his kids and his wife and the onslaught Of debts he can’t drown—maybe it’ll all turn around Look out there, on the tide Ain’t the grass always greener on the sea’s other side? But to get there don’t you gotta ride Through a horizon of flames— And as your dreams slowly break apart And every time you look back you find you’re still at the start you don’t see it, but you know, somehow, down in your heart that you ain’t quite the same— something’s different now, something new you can’t quite explain— in spite of yourself, of your goals, and your aims you’ve changed Honey I’ve tried all these rules to abide, but I’m failing I was hoping to skip getting stuck on this ship but it’s sailing If it springs a leak I’ll be tempted to leap—oer the railing swim for the shore—til I can’t swim anymore— Coyotes dance while the wind in the branch is still blowing Out in the fields the summertime yields unto snowing Don’t know what I’ll find but I’ve made up my mind and I’m going On up ahead—just like I said don’t feed me that old blue line If I have a say in the matter there won’t be a next time I know maybe you don’t mind— But I won’t stand for the pain You didn’t see me see you blush But you gotta lay down your cards when they’re callin your bluff And God help you if you don’t have the stuff to go on or maintain you gotta play by the dealer’s rules or get out of the game if you don’t know it by now, you will when you set foot on that train— you’ve changed
9.
As I was riding down the road / of a country strange, homeward bound A gust of wind rose from the east / and knocked me sprawling to the ground My horse, tho startled, didn’t fall / he only reared and neighed and fled I called his name but he’d gone too far / I was stranded, helpless, left for dead In the muddied ditch I lay awhile / from consciousness I came and went Until I startled at the sound / of a drunken carriageman’s lament He’d only stopped to rest his horse / and permit an overdue relief I scared him nearly half to death / when I begged for him to “Help me—please!” He hoisted me into his ride / two passengers already were aboard a prospector heading for his mine, and a Lady going to meet her Lord they took me in and nursed my wounds / from a scarf the Lady fashioned me a sling they asked to know from whence I came / but I couldn’t remember anything we drove all night until the dawn / by sun-up we had made the town the driver stopped at the Blue Hotel / told the concierge to bring the doctor down the doctor was a shiftless man / he smelled of whiskey something fierce his arms were bare but for tattoos / his ears and lips and nose were pierced he carried me up to his room and gave me something for the pain I passed out almost immediately / when I awoke, we were on the move again This time it was a different scene / I’s in a box-car bound and gagged The conductor, through his surgeon’s mask, / gave me a morsel and said it was all he had At the station we were shuffled off / some people had already died Another carriage found me there / I’s ordered to “Hurry! Get inside!” I was taken to a large estate / where I served a man of much esteem Eventually I earned his trust / and learned to interpret all his dreams He found my skills so excellent, he decided I should meet the king And when the king looked on my face, he burst into tears, remembering He said I was his long-lost son, finally at last come home again He said, My horse arrived years before—they figured I’d been robbed and slain! He stripped my siblings of their rites, their inheritance to me conferred Introduced me to my fiancé; that same night I married her At dawn I rose to walk the grounds and see what memories I could wake I found the gardener in his grove, he said I’d made a grave mistake He said my wife’d forsaken me, and had become his lover since he told me that she loved him still, but of that I remained unconvinced he challenged me unto a duel and offered me a loaded gun we took ten paces from ourselves, turned and fired—he lost, I won the gunshot roused a sleeping guard / who arrived in time to see the death the gardener laid the blame on me / with his dying final breath— I fled to my old and ragged horse, a beast unfit to bear a prince— a gust of wind rose from the east, which I’ve been chasing ever since…
10.
I come from a place somewheres in the East But I had to get away and hide I set out for the West, and every place I think to rest I just get back on my horse and ride, ride, ride I just get back on my horse and ride I always hoped to live with good, upstanding folks But their customs I could not abide Before I’d push a broom, I’d be ready just as soon To get back on my horse and ride, ride, ride Get back on my horse and ride When I asked for advice on how to live a moral life They told me: let my conscience be my guide Whenever trouble comes, I’m either reaching for my gun Else I get back on my horse to ride, ride, ride Get back on my horse to ride I came into a town where a crowd had gathered round A wanted poster that said “Dead or Alive!” Well anybody there could see the fella looked a lot like me So I got back on my horse to ride, ride, ride I got back on my horse to ride I rode into a town that was crawling with police They’s in every place I looked inside Rather than try my luck, riskin getting stuck, I just got back on my horse to ride, ride, ride I just got back on my horse to ride I rode into a place just as a church was letting out To the priest I went in to confide “My son you cannot win,” he said, “Turn your poor self in!” So I got back on my horse to ride, ride, ride I got back on my horse to ride I’ve tried out all the sins that can damn a man to hell And the worst of all the sins is pride If I’m bound for hell, I suppose I might as well Just get back on my horse and ride, ride, ride I just get back on my horse and ride I came upon a man who was hanging on a cross A sharpened spear had pierced his side There was no one else around, so I cut that fellow down Then I got back on my horse to ride, ride, ride Got back on my horse to ride I come into a bar where some men was playing cards “You in?” they asked, “I’m in,” I replied Fore they knew what I’s about, I cleaned them fellas out Then I got back on my horse to ride, ride, ride I got back on my horse to ride I once knew a man who lived on others’ trust Borrowed from far and wide “What you gonna do when your first payment is due?” Gonna get back on my horse and ride, ride, ride Gonna get back on my horse and ride They say that only love can break your heart And know it’s true, cause I tried But when you feel it’s through, the only thing to do Is to get back on that horse and ride, ride, ride Is get back on that horse and ride

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Sam Steffen Boise, Idaho

Sam Steffen is a Pennsylvania-bred, Boise-based singer-songwriter whose songs are the torch-wood for a new generation of folk music that has learned from the best stuff in the tradition and aims in spite of everything to keep the human spirit alive and kicking. A versatile musician and skilled finger-picker, Sam is at heart a story-teller, and a prolific one. ... more

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